I keep waiting for the Veterans day when I don't feel ashamed, when I don't feel like I should hide my head and pretend I don't know what day it is until it's all over and the REAL vets have had their day.
I keep hoping that some day I won't feel like I fucked up the most important thing I'll ever do in my life, let down my country, my Father who was in Korea, my Uncle too. Something's you can never take back. I took an oath I failed to live up to and I wonder will I ever be able to forgive myself for that failure?
Maybe...some day, I hope, But not today.
I keep hoping that some day I won't feel like I fucked up the most important thing I'll ever do in my life, let down my country, my Father who was in Korea, my Uncle too. Something's you can never take back. I took an oath I failed to live up to and I wonder will I ever be able to forgive myself for that failure?
Maybe...some day, I hope, But not today.
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